Out with the old in with the new so to speak. I haven’t found “the new” yet but I am certain the old is out. I have been abused and used long enough and it is time for me to see that I am better than that. I need to not be afraid to take that next step. I need to do what i really want to do in life even if it means taking risks that I am afraid to take. What is the worst that can happen if I send in that application to Cinci U? I don’t get accepted? So then ill apply to another school and write a better essay.
I have been reading this great book called “The Art of Non-Conformity” by Chris Guillebeau. It has really inspired me and I hope it continues to do so. I think itnis helping me get somenthing sorted out and get my ass in gear to be happy.
Other news, my stomach has been hurting lately so Ill have to go back to the doctor and see what is up with that. I am seeing an ortho specialist next week and might have to have surgery on my spine or something.
I am looking at an apartment Monday. It is a hundred dollars more than what I pay now and no garage but I’m going to look anyway. I have wanted to see these apartments for three years but they never had one available.
I bought four tickets to the Browns game fornthis Sunday and my “friend” who said she would drive cancelled on me Friday giving me no reason and just being a jerk. So that worst case senario ended up me losing $200. Cool.
I helped my mom out today. Turns out my brother doesn’t know how to do simple “man” tasks, or my mom just really wanted me there, so I went. Now all of a sudden I am back to being her best friend. She called me like me eight times asking if I wanted pizza. After the seventh time saying no I caved. She came over and made me download some crappy band on the tv and watch which is not something I had any desire to do. All I wanted to do today was organize my filing cabinet, which I have yet to touch!
Sunday Funday tomorrow.
In with the new 😉